I might be going to Orlando next month and I am so excited 

I might be going to the Kennedy Space Center with my cousin for his birthday I’m gonna shit my pants

I did nothing wrong and yet you don’t believe me, and you have absolutely no reason to not believe me. I hope one day you realize that I am telling the truth and that I wouldn’t lie to you and I never will.

I give up on trying to be happy because at this point, it’s impossible. 

I feel so empty, I just want to go to bed and wake up when this is all over, I didn’t do anything to deserve this, I’ve never lied to you, I’m not trying to date your bestfriend, I wouldn’t go that low. I did nothing but treat you with respect and try to make you happy. You mean(t) the world to me and I wouldn’t do that, just the fact you don’t trust me pisses me off because I honestly wouldn’t do that to you. And the fact that you said our time together was a joke makes me even more upset because of all the memories we have together, I wouldn’t trade them for the world. There’s probably no chance we’ll be together again but I just hope one day we can be in each other’s lives again and be friends. 

I’m just glad you found someone that makes you happy because you deserve to be and I hope he treats you perfectly because you deserve nothing less. 

I’m so fucking hurt right now. How could you say that 16 months was a joke, I have never done anything to hurt you, I’ve never lied to you, I’m not trying to get with Emily, that’s the last thing I would do. I treated you with nothing but respect and I tried my hardest to make you happy. But now none of that even matters now and you don’t even care how fucking hurt I am right now from the things you said.

No matter how much shit I give Corey he’s always there for me when I need him and he’s a great friend, I love that dude